Title: I'm sorry but I love you
Pairing: Ryokame
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Angst, bit of Romance
AN: Inspired by Big Bang's Lies PV (and lyrics a bit too?). Happy birthday Yanniiiiiii!!!!! Sorry, I fail and couldn't finish this *hides* I didn't even check it... will probably edit when I'm done with it all? Which will be this week, hopefully soon. Also, I fail at titles.... Still, hope I did a kind of good job and that you like it!!! *hugs*



( part 1 )

I should've written this before I sent you to bed since uhhh.... I didn't let you stay up too much even if it's your birthday?

Happy birthday Yanniiiii ( xx_lovelain_xx ) *hugs tightly* ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ I hope you'll do well at your exam, I'll keep my fingers crossed for you!!! <333 Also, lol, we're back to you being 1 year older than me XDDD Just for 4 days tho~~~ We'll get back to normal pretty soon XDDD One year older or not, I'm still the more responsible one, you have to admit XDDD Anyway, hope you'll still have fun today, do well in your exam, and ..... all the other things that are usually said for a birthday? My mind gets blank when it comes to birthday greetings XDDDD I'll also try to get my present for you ready by midnight here. Ryokameeeee~~~~~~ ♥♥

And I really dunno what else to say so happy birthday again and i love youuuuuuuuu ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ You're a great writer, a great person and a great friend who spolis me like crazy, really, you should stop this XDDDD ♥♥♥♥♥♥ Hope we'll stay this way for as long as possible~~



To f-list: hopefully I'll make another post tonight, fic post this time so.... dspite me saying hopefully, sorry for spamming? XDDD *goes back to writing*

Everyone have a great week <3333 *hugs*

PS: although it fits me too, the Ryo mood thingy is also for you cause it's Ryo XDDDD

Tho before I start flailing about everyone and everything.... In a week, birthday *_____* And I won't be home at all XDDDD I'll have a midterm from 8 which is hellish .... Then lessons 10-14, then I'm skipping a lesson and taking 3 uni friends out to eat, then 16-17 staying at half a lesson, gonna talk with the teacher to let me leave, then meeting with other 3 friends (best friend, her boyfriend, and another friend) and we're gonna eat pizza .... So around 9-10, I'll probably finally go home XDDDD And I'll get WF *__________*

And dsjkbvre music has made me flaily lately <3333 First, Ayu:


Beautiful song and the performance was simply perfect <3333 I'd have posted a subbed version of the PV, but I don't really like the PV, and she did a great job live, couldn't help it <333 Also, Ballad has a wonderful PV <333 I don't like the song as much as 'You were...' but the PV is wonderful!!!! Except the drawn cats Check check check <3333
( More musiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiic )

Music is great <3333 *goes to write ryokame*
( alhvber one more thing, almost forgot, how could i )

DONE NOW!!!! Hope everyone has a wonderful week-end~~~ *hugs*

WANT BTR!!!!

Tho first .... today was a fail day .... first woke up at 9 after falling asleep around 3, fried my brain trying to think of sth to write in my 3 paragraph argumentative text ..... Came up with sth 10 minutes before I had to leave, so i gave up on my homework, hurried to get ready, forgot to brush my hair before going out, argued with dad since he's a blind monkey.... And at uni, wonderful teacher tells us the class is cancelled .... BLEAH!!! And then i got kind of wet from the rain and ran like hell after a bus and .... the day is not over yet!!!!!! I am scared of it, honestly XDDDDD Very wtf day ....


And now I'm bored, so I'm stealing a meme from nymphetamosa


( meme here )


Sleeeeeeeeeeepy, but wanna write, should finish Jane Eyre and start The Picture of Dorian Grey, or do some Spanish ....... What to do, what to do .....

Anyway, hope everyone's doing fine. Careful with the horrible weather. Hugs <3333

This is the 3rd ending to Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, the same-kind of series of the initial FMA? I'm completely addicted to it, omg. Even before, it was one of my all-time favourite animes, this one is as well <333 Wonderful story, great characters, angst and humour, touching scenes, it has everything I'd ever want in an anime *____* After at least 2 years, two old animes brought me back to watching anime in general: FMA and Inuyasha. I love them kdfsvbrjkhbre

And the song is so so pretty... I don't really like Lil'B, with the rap thingy they have, but this song sounds too good even with that, I just can't not like it. I'll be slightly looking forward to the ending of every episode just for this song XDDDD And the PV, the PV!!!!!! And lyrics too. Very pretty <3333 And for those who want to see it properly, watch it on youtube, not in my post >< I have no idea what's wrong with the damn thing...

And YES, Ed Elric is HOT!!!! Hotter than the Cullen vampire by tons <33333333
( The rest is under a cut, since I wrote quite a looooot )

The two Remioromen songs that were used for 1 Litre of tears, Sangatsu Kokonoka and Konayuki, are two of the most beautiful and touching songs for me *_______* Of course, the fact that they were used for 1LoT has someting to do with this too, but I still love them loads <333 And Eito's performance of them.... oh my, it almost made me cry <333 And there's Ryooooo!!!!!! His jacket whatever looked familiar, till I remembered the one Jin used to wear as Miroku during YC Aaaaaanyway~ I kept watching it over and over tonight, I bet I'll do the same all week XDDD So so pretty <333

And now, brb, sleep, will come back tomorrow~ *hugs*

【THE TIME CAPSULE MEME】


Go hereeeeeeeeeeeeeee for mine pls~ Uhh, hope I'll get sth there, seeing as I've been mostly MIA

Horribly sick, yesterday I was worried I had the swine flu O.o But feeling better now ... No more fever at least, which is damn great. Staying home all week, kind of bleah >< Tho December's here at last!!!! November was a horrible month, this one tho is already promising so I hope I'll enjoy it just as much as I'm excited about it.

Flail post is still not here... I'll see in the next few days ><

Hope everyone's doing fine. Take care~~ *hugs*

I haven't updated this in almost 3 weeks, must be a record ^^; I've been on a kind of unannounced hiatus and I still should be but I'm bored of uni work... I can't say I've been so incredibly busy with uni work that I needed a hiatus... It has kept me busy, seeing as I had some oral presentations for American Civilisation (last one is this Wednesday, can't wait to get it over with) and then some things for Spanish Literature... And I messed up an assignment for Writing, where we had to write 3 paragraphs to argument sth ... teacher asked us to pick sth academic, anything... I forgot that and just remembered 'anything' And what did I do? Wrote about how Green Day's songs from the album 'American Idiot' have a political message. So that one's fucked up for sure, and we'll still discuss them nexttime, I have a bad feeling about this, and I'm considering skipping ><

And... stress with parents and other things sdkbvjsr till I couldn't sleep more than 2h a night and had a horrible stomachache. And my room's a mess again, a horrible one >< Should do sth about it soon. And I've been sick a bit too, skipping at times... Bleah ><

I think and hope that I'm back on track... I'm getting more and more excited anyway since December is coming, and it's my fav month XDDD So many good things are coming up~~~

So... overall, sorry for kind of being a horrible person who disappeared and barely left any comments >< I will definitely try to get better again at that ..... My brain will be back to functioning properly after Wednesday's presentation for sure XDDDD And I'll be more responsible with everything else too, hopefully.

And .... I'll come back in a day or two with a flail post as well XDDD I'd do it now but I reaaaaally have to show that I'm starting to be more responsible, and start working on what I have to do for Wednesday's presentation, as well as other things .....

Hope everyone's doing fine, and will be doing even better *hugs*

Tho I'm a bit late with some, but I've got a good excuse?

November 3rd: Happy Birthday Nishikido Ryo, the wonderfully sexy Osaka Man and cute, adorable Yellow Ranger~

November 4th: Happy Birthday TOP from Big Bang. Tho I'm a new fan, I love them so much that I really need to say this, although late by one day

November 5th: Happy Birthday Tanaka Koki. You're cool, you rock, you're great <333
                    Happy Birthday kei-chan aka tesshi . You're just as great as Koki with your wonderful fics <333
                    Happy Birthday Mum!!!!

My good excuse? Since Tuesday, I've been sick. Caught a cold. Hopefully it's JUST a simple cold. Tho I checked and I have a few other symptoms than those of swine flu, so at least I'm kind of sure that it's not that? I hope... there have been lots of cases lately so it's kind of scary >< Tho I'm feeling better so I guess I'm on the road to getting better? Which is good :D

Umm, what else ... reading Jane Eyre for uni. I had only read it in Romanian, now I'm doing it in English, and I enjoy it a lot <333 Just that... my eyes hurt from the damn cold and I still have 300 pages left and bleah >< Umm, obsessed with Big Bang's Hallelujah .... seriously, that song rocks just TOO much <333 It was on repeat ALL day yesterday and the day before. And I mean it, all day!!!! I only listened to that one. And I'm still not bored of it <3333

And I don't wanna flail about Bandage in each and every post I'll have, but I'm still dkvjbsjre about it and I bet it'll only get worse XDDDD

Oh yeah, and I'm wtf... that guy from the previous was ignored and he sent me another message: 'Why won't you say anything? :( ' ..... I really wonder why.......... I think I'llanswer him in the end with a simple, clear 'not interested, bye'. And then, two days ago, i had a missed call from an unknown number and a message asking me who I was O.o And I got a call yesterday again ....

guy: who are you?
me: uhh, does it matter?
guy: well, I got a call from this number
me: .... I REALLY don't think I've ever called this number, but if I have, it might've been by mistake
guy: but who are you?
me: it DOESN'T matter
guy: ... ok
me: BYE

And I got two other texts from him asking for my name. WTF, go to hell ............

Also, I feel useless as a friend ..... Kind of ^^; Not in all cases, but in half of them or so .... It's either the cold's fault, or my lack of brain... or both.

And... I'll keep daydreaming for the rest of the day and maybe read some more, or try writing~

Take care of yourselves and stay away from colds or worse, the trendy swine flu (tho the usual flu's more dangerous, but, as I said, it's trendy...). Hugs <333

¬ Bought pants from the town I went to wtih dad and boss <333 Grey with darker grey striper, lovely. Just that they're low and ... the kind that take the form of the leg? Dad had a fit, s I hit him, he got upset and didn't wake me up this morning to go to uni so I missed classes today as well ^^; Really, wtf .....

¬ Started watching Jin and I like it a loooooot. Very interesting drama, pretty touching too. So... on-going dramas I'm watching atm: Tokyo Dogs, Samurai High School, Jin, You're Beautiful (the only k-drama from the list).

¬ That friend I talked about, who I stopped talking with a month ago or so? She randomly contacted me today and we were both nervous and it was all awkward at first, but it ended up fine in the end. Must admit that I'm a bit hopeful atm. And very happy XDDD Let's hope it'll stay this way for quite a long period of time~

¬ Got 2 fics to write for Christmas~ Ryokame isnpired by Big Bang's Lies and Pin inspired by FT Island's Heaven. ANGST!!!! Would anyone else want sth? I'm in a writing mood XDDD Won't ppromise it'll be something long, 100% on time or good (since it's me we're talking about) but I wanna try this XDDD No problems with Kame, Jin, Ryo or Pi, but I'm open to suggestions and will consider others? And nothing NC-17 ... I refuse to write smut.

¬ Lame pick up line from  a guy who added me on a site similar to facebook a few days ago. He sent me a PM, sth like 'you sime nice and simple, I want us to get to know each other better, even as close as 1cm'. Umm, WHAT? Will give him some credit for this, since he mad eme laugh XDDD And... I will ignore him~

BED TIME!!!! Got more to say but not nooooooow. This post might have spelling mistakes since I'm sleepy, so sorry? My eyes barely want to stay open XDDD So have a nice week-end everyone~ *hugs*

Yesterday was both a bad and great day .... a veeery strange combination, isn't it?

First, I had an argument with dad.... a pretty bad one ^^; We were screaming for 10 minutes or so on the phone. And then I cried for half an hour... All for nothing. Nothing was solved and nothing will be solved in the near future. Reason for it all? I'm getting less money. It's silly, isn't it? >< But, dunno, I've been used one way and... I must admit I'm kind of materialistic so I don't like it. I find it so silly now that I feel like slapping myself or something.... I can bea huge idiot at times >< And that, ccombined with siting in the cold since my bus wouldn't come and going to bed later than I had wanted (cause the monkey wanted the PC and used it till 1, when I felt dead tired already) resulted in me feeling like hell now. Woke up at 9, couldn't get out of bed till 9.40 or so... Feel very tired, dizzy, head and stomach hurt a bit and it's SOOOOO hard to try to keep my eyes open. I skipped the first lesson and I'll go from 12.... Which means that I have to start getting ready in 10mins, gotta finish this post soon.

Yesterday however was also a wonderful day. Why? I got a wonderful, great, lovely, flail-worthy package from Kirshi <33333 I now own a copy of Ayu's Bold & Delicious/Pride single (and trust me, B&D has never ever sounded better than when I listened to my CD). And I own Calci!!! Calci as in Calcifer, the great, hot, heartbreaker fire from Howl's Moving Castle <3333 Got 3 Calci's as my phone strap. Kirshi, thanks a million, love youuuuuu!!!!!! <333333333 *hugs*

Lol, and I find it funny how all 3 phone straps that I have are gifts from friends XDDD There's Calci from Kirshi, pink fluffy ball with the buta from Yanni, and another one with hearts from my RL best friend. Makes my phone special~

Also, flail-worthy songs: Arashi's Tokei Jikake no Umbrella and Pi's Loveless. Is it just me or the first song sounds just... kind of different from the usual Arashi songs? I think that's why I like it so much <333 And Pi's song, omg so pretty!!!! <333 Want the PV!!!! I'm curious to see if I got it right cause I was talking about it and thought it'd be sth either with a parc and alking, or in a cozy, warm-looking room. Also, got some predictons for Ryo's Code PV as well. Can't wait to see if I'm at least close to being right. DVD with horrible cover, come out alreadyyyy

Also, curious about the sales... Pi's single comes one week before Jin's Bandage comes out. Veeery close. Good thing they don't come out on the same day, or else it'd really have been a battle. IT'll still be a bit of a battle for sales and number 1 and everything, it's gotta be interesting. And and and MS???? *_______*

And... that's all. Will go drink some medicine and start getting ready, gotta leave in less than half an hour.

Strange entry....

Hugs everyone <333

And I totally adore it <333 From the second I saw it, I knew I just had to get it. It was love at first sight <3333 January, come already!!!! Jin <333

I've been meaning to write a post since Friday but I kept forgetting about it and now... I forgot everything I wanted to say >< Hopefully, while I write, I'll remember more.

First, last night I downloaded lots of songs... Both k-pop (T-ara, Kara, G-dragon, SS501) and j-pop (Yui, Nakashima Mika, AAA).. K-pop, I'm starting to like it more... Songs are nice to listen to, but there aren't many that have a big impact on me like lots of Japanese songs do. Still, they're fun to listen to and I like them~ And I'm probably the latest one, but I just started liking G-Dragon *hides* Or well, it was more like I focused more on Big Bang rather than on him only. Which reminds me, want their Japanese single <333

( SS501 <333 )

And I somehow like Mika's Candy Girl a lot too <333 And dsvbjrk I don't know what would've happened if I hadn't decided to look for AAA's latest single. Why? Cause I found out that Inuyasha has a sequel dsflkbvjkrbvrt *_________* Any anime fans around who know Inuyasha? I love that anime so so much and I was so bleah since the ending to the series was just... useless, and the movies had almost nothing to do with it as well and it was kind of wtf, it didn't end. But now, NOW, there's Inuyasha: The Final Act. Inuyasha, Sesshomaru, Koga, welcome back <333 Already watched the first 3 episodes and I'm all sdkvbrrbeybyv cause somebody died o.o Want more!!!!

Oh, new name on msn: Pinkasso XDDD why? On Friday, during a lesson, the teacher asked us to write our names on a sheet of paper and put it in front of us so that he could learn them. A friend who sat next to me took mine and started drawying around my letters, then I did the same, just stranger XDDD With a huge umbrella, eyes and a mouths, it was very strange XDDDD And we signed it and I didn't want to write my name ... And since I earlier told her 'Lol, I'm the female version of Picasso', I thought ... Pic... Pink ... Pinkasso!!!!! I like the sound of it XDDD I'm not really that good tho at drawing, but I like how it sounds, so I'll be keeping that for awhile~

Also, I've been meaning to mention this since 2 weeks ago or so XDDD Marge Simpson in Playboy = VEEEEEEEERY LOOOOOOOL.

Almost beat dad at tennis today >< It was 4-1 for him, then 5-4 for him, then 5-5, 6-5 for me, 6-6 and in the end, he beat me with 7-6 since I lost at tiebreak with 7-2 >< I was sooooo close tho. We'll play again on Saturday if the weather will behave, and I'm hoping I'll really win. I just have to beat him!!!!

Amd ... yeah, I think I managed to remember everything that I wanted to write about... Hopefully I didn't forget anything? Tho I'm sure I must have forgotten something, since it's ME we're talking about, and my memory is horrible XDDDDD

Oh!!! One more thing: Kanpani rocks!!!! Eito, I love you guys <33333

I need to write smaller posts, really >< And I'll end this here, since I have to start on cleaning my room (bleah...). And maybe a bit of reading for next week (tho I might be out of town on Thursday, so bye bye uni <333 ).  So hope everyone will have a wonderful week~

( Birthdays and me being late and forgetful )

Hugs everyone <3333

Since Eiri asked? :D

Tho before going to the main part of this post... today, for the first time, I spoke more and pretty much face to face with the guys in our group XDDD Guys as in... 2 out of the 4 we had last year, plus the new one that came this year.... tho out of these 3, only spoke to the ones from last year. A friend and I were at our Spanish lesson today, all alone in the last row of long tables, and missing the papers with the lesson. Our turn would come soon to respond to some questions and we were 'dsfnkgvrb what to do' till I started laughing and giggling without a reason, then my friend a bit too and we ended up being useless for a minute or so XDDDD Anyway, after kind of calming down... In front of us, annoying girls and boys... who to ask for papers? In the end we decided on the boys ... My friend tried calling one of them, even waving, nothing .... I tried calling him too, nothing... Then I called the other, and he heard me. Talk:

me: can you give us the papers please till our turn comes?
guy: *grins* why should i?
me: umm.... pease please please? :D
guy: *hands them over* write the answers on them tho
me: sure, thanks~

Then, we had a break and we went to photocopy them... and thanked him, he said it was the other guy's, said thanks again and... ummm, it was interesting since they barely talk with people outside their little group of boys O.o Tho I guess it can be a bit hard when there are 4 boys and 20 girls... But lol, I thought it'd be sth like 'can you give them to us?' 'ok' 'thanks' ..... It surprised me since I hadn't spoken to them anything else other than hi, bye, room 6? XDDDD

( Somebody keep me away from all the shiny, pretty shops )

jkdbsvjre bags and scarves are my obsession, as all of you can see XDDDD Now, I gotta go back to either watching CKT from this week or finishing my homework for tomorrow.... Tough choice, of course~

Oh!!!! You're Beautiful .... Damn, I'm so in love with that drama.... Watched both episodes from this week already and kebvgjw I smell some angst and romance (or well, not smell, it's quite obvious XDDD) but it's still cute and funny... I'd comment more but I only know 2 names XDDD Go Mi Nam and Jeremy XDDDD Oh, and Jolie XDDDDD But, overall, nice drama, I really enjoy it <333 Especially a blond-haired guy~ Tho the other kind of bitchy guy is hot too <3333 And same is the other one who, unbelievably, is only a few months older than me o.o Oh, and completely obsessed with FTI's Bad Woman <3333

Week-end's just a day away <333 Let's hope Friday passes quickly, especially since I have lessons from 10 till 18 (tho I think I'll skip one of them to go eat something... or at least half of it, will see).

Hugs everyone~~ <333


PS: Dunno what made me pick that mood thingy but damn, I love it XDDDDD


EDIT:  INUYASHA THE FINAL ACT?????? CONTINUATION OF THE FIRST SERIES????? WHAT?????? OMG, DOWNLOADING *_______________*

I'm high XDDDD I'm incredibly hyper and really, I don't have a good reason, but I just am XDDDD I keep randomly giggling every few minutes XDDDD Or well, I have reasons, but it's just... I'm too hyper for my reasons XDDDD

But first dsdfnybvjr last night something freaky happened o.o I was watching another Ryusei no Kizuna episode with Kirshi, but I was annoyed by my shirt... dunno why, but my skin just didn't like it? >< It felt like it was sticking to me, dunno ..... so I decided to change after 5mins of thinking 'should I ignore it?' and.... GOOD THING I DID!!!!! When I got up, what did I see on the floor, in the middle of my room? This huge, ugly, black spider .... I almost screamed, but I tried to keep calm since I didn't want to wake everyone up asvkjbr and I barely caught it bkasfherv. And I couldn't help but be a freaked out by the whole situation .... how it  was so random for me to get up >< But seriously, fuck, where are they coming from? >< One more and I'm sleeping in the living room.

ANYWAY!!!!! Ummm .... hyper ..... I met two ex-classmates today XDDD Tho I kind of passed by one, a guy from high school, I'm not 100% sure if it was him but I think it was? Anyway, just passing by in his case. But later I met an ex-classmate from primary+middle school!!!! It was a nice surprise since I hadn't talked with her almost at all in 5 years, just a bit on the internet. She looked exatly the same, but was in a hurry so we talked a minute or so ... tho she was kind of O.o at me and I couldn't help but wonder if she wasn't sure if it was me or not .... dunno XDDD I guess I should've said sth else, not only 'omg it's you, how are you?' XDDDD And yesterday I met a another ex-classmate from high school ... tho I had seen her in spring once too, it was nice. This made me quite happy I guess XDDD

Also.... last week I bought this pretty, black bag... Today I bought a scarf, a kind of neon blue? But nothing too blinding, more like a dark neon blue? Not sure if it makes sense, but I like the colour <333 Oh, or more like a dark turquoise? That sounds better XDDDD And tomorrow I'm skipping some classes and going shopping some more with a friend, to look for pants and buy another bag and scarf, that go great together <3333 I am unstoppable XDDDD This shopping mood I'm in is really dangerous XDDD But I totally love it <333

And dsbjvjre You're Beautiful episode 5 is already on youtube!!!! Will go watch it now and flail more over the adorableness that is JEremy XDDD I so enjoy calling Hongki by that name now ....

Oh, one more thing .... I am completely obsessed with this song:



I'm off now!!! Hugs <3333

Trailer .... Oh yes ♥♥ Need I say more? Don't think so XDDD The only thing I must complain about is that it just had to come out today and coincide with  my return (or sth similar) to lj and posting XDDDD Because now I feel like I wanna talk ONLY about it. Still, I'll try to focus properly on my entry XDDD Here it goes~


( warning: lots of text )

Huge post, omg ... can't believe I typed so much XDDD Now I'll go back to concert-watching and betaing~~

Hope everyone will have a great week, despite of how bad the weather might be like in my case. Winder is coming for sure >< Hugs <333

Pairings: Akame, Ryokame
Rating: PG
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance
AN: I randomly saw one of these and, since I hadn't written anything in a lot and I was in need of a break from working on my damn project, I decided to give it a try. They're very messy >< And not good... I just hope they'll make sense. And I'm still not sure about whether or not I should x-post these. anyway, hope they ended up at least acceptable? Please leave a comment~



( akame )

 

( akame )

 

( ryokame )

 

( akame )

 

( ryokame )

 

( jin )

 

( kame )

 

( akame )

 

( akame )

 

( akame )

For the first time (or at least one of the few times) in my life, I wanted to go to someone I didn't know and beat her up. I was at a hypermarket with dad, doing the usual grocery shopping, when this stupid woman passes by us ans kind of throws her basket into my head, commenting to the guy next to hear something like 'No space to move around here at all'... I was prety much stunned, and thought 'wait, WHAT??? That freakin little bitch!!!!'. It took me a few seconds before I was all murderous but luckily for her, she had walked away fast. My hand (back of my palm plus above it too) was red and hurting as hell.  I was so annoyed >< I kept telling dad that if I saw her again, I'd seriously punch her.... Dad was very o.o at my reaction and kept telling me to calm down, but nooo, i kept ranting....

In the end, I didn't meet her anymore so no more punching... now my hand is also fine so I find it pretty loool XDDDD

And this morning, dad was trying to act bossy and failed... Kept complaining about how mum and I were tlaking too loud and he couldn't pay attention to the TV, I told him to go watch the one in the bedroom, he refused and turned the volume up. After glaring, I went to my room, turned on the radio and raised the volume uuuup~~~ It was so loud my bed was vibrating... Apparently, it annoyed him, from what mum said, but he didn't say anything cause I was in my room and I could do whatever I wanted there, ne? *siles innocently* 1-0 for me~

Been downloading lots of Japanese movies lately. Till now, the best by far is Dear Friends with Kitagawa Keiko. Somehow it felt so real... It had such an effect on me in a way not many movies manage to have. I will properly rewatch it again soon cause it was late and I skimmed through some scenes to go to bed soon because it deserves being watched fully.

Why is it taking so long for Orthros 9 to be subbed? T.T

Also, just like last year, a few days before starting uni... I've got that small eye infection again. I now believe this is the start-of-the-university-year curse or something XDDDD Th it's small so I dare say it'll disappear soon~

And omg I'll start my 2nd year as a university student on Monday.... Another year of hell, here it comes...

50 seconds left from the movie so I'll end this very .... random post. Hugs everyone <333

PS: OH YEAH!!!! New Kame icon XDDDD

Haven't posted anything in over a week.... not that my last post was anything big/important or sth but .... yeah, my tendency of randomly disappearing from  lj (or at least from posting on my lj) is still around... gotta try to get rid of it since now I've got too many things I wanna talk about XDDD So I'll do this now and start cleaning... later, I hope.... or tomorrow XDDD

( I wrote a lot *hides* )


And... that's all XDDD This post is huge, I need to update my journal more often so that I wouldn't have to spend another 2 hours writing like this XDDDD Oh, and am I a child if I like the white trace planes leave behind on the sky? XDDD I really like it <3333

Everyone, have a great week~ Hugs <333

It's not special in any way.... It's just the song and the boys... but it's special in its own simple way in the end <3333 Am I making sense? XDDD That has been very fdskjvbjrevr <3333 I love the song so so much, it's wonderful and pretty and great and everything. And dunno, relaxing but gives this sad vibe and that makes it even prettier <3333 And the DVD's coming out next week, I couldn't have asked for a better distraction from all the current craziness <3333 Can't wait for the concert to be uploaded somewhere, want want want!!!!!! Next week = Eito week for sure~

And a side note: I've added a third header XDDD Did anyone see it till now? I'm a bit behind, I guess, since now we've got NaokixRiko, but I still like those two <3333 And Yanni's a genius *hugs* <333333 Thanks for letting me use yet another header from you <3333 I demand a graphics community!!!!!!!!!! Umm, manager's orders? 

Oral exam at Spanish tomorrow >< Got a 7... If it had been 8 or more, I'd have been free but nooooo, only 7 .... oh well, should do kind of well there too >< 

Since it's Sunday, hope everyone'll have a great end of the week and an even greater start of the next week~ Hugs <333

I'll probably be one of the few people who think this but .... I didn't like that. Jin's An An (or however it's spelled) photoshoot........ Honestly, I don't find it sexy or hot or anything.... I find it cheap and porn-ish. And sorry, but I don't like this... porn star-like side of the JE boys. I think that out of the ones I've seen (Pi, Matsujun and Jin), Jin's was the worst.... I'm fine with the sexy, bad boy image, with sensual (or kind of?) dance moves, even with some lyrics, but that.... 100% sexual message. And dunno, maybe I seem conservative or sth but I like Jin as a singer, actor, dancer, as an artist... and tho this counts a bit as artistic, it's just... dunno, too much, the sexual message in those photos is too clear, everything makes it kind of... degrading.

If I had wanted some porn, I'd have changed fandoms. But no, I want music, dancing, acting and well-done photoshoots, this including the... let's say theme too. I honestly find THIS hotter than those pictures... because someone doesn't need to undress himself to look hot, that's just cheap. On the contrary, in a good photoshoot, it's all about clothes, pose, eyes, everything .... and tho you could find those in the An An one, it was more like 'undress and go with the flow' or sth....

I can't help but wonder if they like what they have to do as well.... But they're products in this case, so they don't have a say? I almost feel sorry for them having to go that far .... ^^;

And I don't even wanna think about what'll follow this... it's already kind of wtf to me so the fics and icons that'll come .... I foresee a major headache. I hope this 'let's strip the artist of his clothes and kill fangirls either from flailing or disgust' thing will end or sth...

Wonder if I made sense with everything... I'd just have so many things to say about that photoshoot that I think some parts of my post will seem confusing but.... oh well.

So.... if anyone wants to throw tomatoes in form of words at me for this, go ahead, but I still find this incredibly stupid, horrible, not hot at all, degrading, ewww.... And Jin's my number 1!!!!!!

I wonder if I'm sane or insane....

Will come back tomorrow or Monday with a post about RL cause I jsut had to say this now. Hugs everyone~ <3